i'm editing this on my phone right now. i'll be honest, i really wanted to make something cool and fun. but my mental health does not want to allow for that anymore.
i have no sense of who i am anymore, let alone a coherent enough identity to write something like an about page. my thoughts are not organized enough to organize a website anymore. i have been having psychotic episodes what seems like every single day.
i desperately want to get help, but i have never been to a therapist in my life and we have not found a replacement for my retired doctor and everything is just a downward spiral for me.
i still want to work on the website, just please bear with me if it takes me a really long time to come up with content